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welcome to SHEREEN's LIFE
Sunday, July 12Y

feelings now:
stupid
dumb
lonely
insecure
bored
unmotivated
upset
not treasured
disappointed
losing hope
unprotected
unwanted
un-loved
not needed
plain
down
heartbrokened



when i was ready to give a second chance, i stupidly said the wrong things to make things worse..
when he made things better why did i be so truthful and ruin my own chance?
but if he really wants to give up, i can force him to not to right?
its his own decision, its his life now..his life without me now..
maybe no matter how much i hope that he'll not give up, he might still give up in the end..
maybe one day he'll realise that he doesnt wan to give up and that he still treasures me, but i'm afraid when that day comes, when he really understands and sees it, i'm long gone..

being loved at 6:49:00 PM