yes OUCH

ouch 1:
-my right leg today got rashes then it was so itchy and painful this morning=((

ouch 2:
-my right finger hurts alot=((
-dunno when i hurt my finger but when i was showering jus now and when the water was rushing down my hand, my finger hurts so so much..
-after that it got even more red after my shower when i was doing my maths reflection and as i wrote, my finger got more and more painful=(
-wished i could tell u how i felt but i figured u were too busy outside so i didnt tell u
-however i'm like lucky its better now tt's why i'm blogging=) *slight pain*

ouch 3:
-disappointed in the morning because i told myself last night that u'll be nice and make it a point to wake up early jus so that i'll get my wish granted
-i noe u must be thinking that it was me who said u dont have to come de but even so, there's still the phone

ouch 4:
-saded that sherlyn didnt tell me her stuff tell this morning but still BFF right?=)) nono its BBBFF!!(best best best friends forever)

ouch 5:
-when u felt upset because u got caught, i tried my very best to give in to u and to make u happy
-tried to make u smile by saying nice nice stuff
-tried everything i could
-but a cake still made u feel better

ouch 6:
-while i was doing my homework jus now in the living room, the tv series was showing a scene: children playing a music video made by them to their mother
-it was so so so so so super touching tears formed up in my eyes they almost flowed out
-missed the times u gave me so many sweet surprises
-missed feeling all the love u would shower me

ouch 7:
-the thing i feared when i gave u a second chance is like slowly appearing
-hope it would stop
-hope that i would continue to contain, forgive and forget
but i hope u noe that this is really the last time i would try..if this fails even though i try my best, i'm going to give up fully and it would be of no return
hope u would understand more

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