this is the 3rd time le..
is everything really my fault??
why is it everytime i feel the pain and get the heart brokened but i'm the one to blame?
yaya..
wadever la..
my fault then my fault bah..
anyway i already decided..
长痛不如短痛
even though it hurts alot, i noe its better than letting it hurt for the rest of my life..
hoped three times that u'll change and treat me better..
and everytime u give me more hope when u treat me better already, you return back to that selfish self..
i shouldnt have belived in true love..
i should have jus giv in to reality that true love and happy ever after only exists in fairytales and this world i'm living in has only sadtales..
no matter how much i dont want to be alone, i wont go begging u to take me back..
this time round i really will not bother saving this relationship..
if u really care and love me then the right thing to do is to really decide if i really mean that much to me..
if u dont think u can give up alot of things for me then i guess u jus go find someone else who can accepts u for who u are and to not be so demanding..
i noe i'll be lying to myself if i say i would not regret this and that i dont hope we still can be together..
but i noe that for now, the fear of being hurt by u again, the fear of crying everytime, the fear of being left alone and the fear of knowing that u might not care anymore obviously is overpowering the love..
its not me who have changed..its you..dont blame me..it take 2 hands to clap..........