this-is-shereen

Sunday, June 21Y

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
WHY I SO DUMB!!!!
guess wad i did..
i went to a blog shop and look at their shopping spree for bags and was like so tempted to buy because one bag cost around 16 bucks after including all other fees and then after looking at it and admiring it for close to an hour or an hour plus, i realise i see the date wrongly and the orders already CLOSED!!!
WTH!!!!!
STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!
sharon also happily see with me la=((
SADDDEDD!!!!

DUMB DUMB DUMB DAY!

being loved at 4:13:00 PM

Tuesday, June 16Y

thanks to all who've shown care for me=)
i'm feeling all better now=)

still worried though because block test coming soon!!!
ahhh!!
wonder how i would fare in this block test
dont wan to fail!!!
=))
anyways i better get back to studying or i really will=)
sorry all for the almost dead blog..
no time la=)

when i have time i'll blog de alright??
loves to all!!=)
love love love to u=)

being loved at 5:18:00 PM

Saturday, June 13Y

disappointed..
really feeling terrible now..
although i noe i'm not feeling too well but i noe its not because i feel sick..
why am i feeling this way?
i really dunno..
this sour sour feeling inside..
i jus wan to be cared more?
i noe u do..that's why u say..but ur actions..they contradict wad u say..
why must this happen?
jus when i fall deeper in love this happens..
jus when i feel that this relationship is getting much much better i feel this way..
this isnt wad i want..
or wad i thought would happen..
the feeling sucks..
i jus wan to be cared more..
i noe..there are things which u wan..
there are things i wan too..
if i could jus sacrifice a little why cant u?
its been so long since we last caught up you noe?
its been so long since i can sit down properly to tell u about the happenings in my life..
i bet u dont even realise i have my own laptop now..
u also dunno that there's this fireworks in yishun which i watched today which was really amazing and i wished u were there the whole time?
you probably dont even noe how i spent my nights the past few days..
you might not noe that i've been waiting for u for so long..
you dont noe that i dont mind jus waiting up for u right?
oh well..
at least there's somewhere i can put my feelings..
at least now things are not all bottled up inside me..
i jus hope things would go back to the way i wanted it to be..
before its really too late....

being loved at 11:09:00 PM

Tuesday, June 2Y

wow..
jus felt like dying..
how could he..
how could someone jus leave u with so much pain and hurt, dont show any care and leave u all alone to deal with it..
how could someone disappoint u like this..when u wait one whole day jus so that u hope to feel better u're feeling worse..
everytime those tears wan to come out i try so hard to keep it in..try so hard to stay strong and smile..
but so wad..end of the day this is wad u get..
the penknife looks so tempting now..
cant belive at the end of the day i have to handle everything alone..stress..school..pain..hurt..heartaches..
when ur needed to most you jus disappear..
when u're the only one who can cure me, u jus go..
wad should i do?
i have no idea...
all i noe is i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...
i hate how i'm feeling now..i want it to end...

being loved at 7:06:00 PM