i jus hope u would keep ur word this time..
i really only wan the best for u

YES YES YES!!! WR(its written report for those who dont understand) finally and i mean FINALLY submitted=))

felt SUPER HAPPY today when u see ur months and months of hardwork being done and ready for submission=)
me and sherlyn were like so so so happy about it the whole day=))
we looked at it and said: i think ar, inside this got 95% is we both and derek do de!!!
but then again we feel so glad that its finally done coz alot of time and effort was spent on it=)
both me and sherlyn hope that we'll get our A because we put in so much and devoted so much to it=))


today when i was waiting at the bus stop with my loved one....
me: i buy lantern for u wan?
he: dun wan la..i also dun play lantern de..i play fireworks

(later on...)

me: see see the lanterns there
he: (looked over)
me: cute right? but i got hello kitty one=P if u wan i giv u
he: dun wan..i wan look like me one
me: okay then i make one look like u la

(a few seconds later)

me: then i take go burn!!! *evil laughter*
he: (looked down and shaked his head)
me: (continue laughing)

BURN YOU!!!
(can use that super mini lighter u bought to start the fire too!!)=P



that's all for now=))
going see F1 later=))
LOVES ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!
LOVE U THE MOST=p

HAPPY 25 MONTHS!!!

THANKS FOR THE WONDEFUL PEPPER PORK RIBS AND HONEY GLAZED PORK RIBS!!
MANGO ICE WAS NICE TOO!!=))
AIYA..EVERYTHING WAS NICE LA=))

MADE MOONCAKE TODAY!!!
YES MOONCAKE!!!
so here's how it was done....

went AMK hub today with my sis since we went to our aunt's house at AMK and had nth better to do=)
had fun WINDOW shopping
and eating alot of food such as mac(fries), mos burger(ice milk tea), mango snow ice and also durian pancake!!!


learnt a lesson today too!!!
when eating nachos, MUST EAT PROPERLY OR WILL END UP LIKE THIS....

YESTERDAY....
went aljunied there to eat dian xin followed by buying the ingredients to make mooncake!!!
(promised to bring some for my sweetheart)
(will bring some for my darlings in sch too on tues kk??)

then i realised that actually buying ur own ingredients to make mooncake is so much cheaper la!!!

went to bugis after that to shop shop and i bought a NEW WATCH!!
(HAPPY!!)
cost me so much money man=(
then bought snakc to bite on =)
follwoing which me and my sis went to this shop(PMK i think..the milk de) to shop for clothes
spend like half an hour there choosing and trying on because my sis cant decide which one we wanted=)
in the end we bought 2 tops costing us like $40??
but then is sign my dad's card la=))
when we got home and told our dad about it he was like ' i going to cancel the card le'
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
also nvr spend like 100+ lor=(
SADDEDD!!!!

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LOVES ALL!!!
LOVES YOU MOST my DBL(=P dont tell u wad it means)

AHHHHH!!! stuck at my aunt's house today=((
saded!!!
cant go out!=(
oh well..still have loads of homework to finish by tues..
maths..
physics..

yesterday night did a little maths and my head felt like it was spinning because some of the questions i also cant get answer=( *calculus sucks!*


miss him alot!!!!!
and hope my PMS this month will not be that serious=))
*trying to control le*

hmmm..
thought about wad to post about happy stuff and i jus wan to mention that i 'm really happy that we (P and S) are getting better le!!=))
so ya i love you!! hahas=))


to sherlyn and jeanne, thanks for always being there for me when i sad hor!! i will be thr for u all too !!=) loves!!

to sharon..heys meet up soon when we both free? and i can go out?=) miss u la!! hahas!!

to my 4/5 girlfriends..lets have sleepover after my promos!! hehe=) on a friday so that u all can make it too??=) because after my promos u all school reopen le=( jus wan to tell u all I LOVE YA!! hahas!!=) *kisses!*

i can understand u..
but..will u and do u understand me?
who will be there to understand me..
do u even noe that because of this busy u..i dont even have the mood to do my work..do u understand? understand that i need u??

HOLIDAYS!!!!

best things that happened the past few days=)

-we became better le=) and MFM was really tasty=) although got extra ppl around..hahas!!thanks for the wonderful time=)

-time spent at jessica's house..was super duper fun spending precious time with my girlfriends at jessica house..SHERLYN was so super shocked when she stepped out of the toilet because a birthday cake was waiting for her=) and then realised that everyone of the girls all grew up le=) but one thing tt did not change is the bond we have=) love u girls!! hope to be able to meet up with u all more often=)) sleepover okok??=) hahas!! then we can have manicure and pedicure session all night!!! EXCITED!!!

-buffet lunch at hotpot culture with SG10..super FULLING and nice because was able to enjoy lunch with SG-mates to celebrate her birthday..derek very nice coz he came straight after the camp=) jeanne although could not eat very long but u came back so it was cool=)) hehe.. loves carlene for sharing so much with us=) (excited for u too!) loves sherlyn most coz i always have been loving her =) enjoyable birthday celebration??=)) hehe!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

-nice that he's behaving himself too=P loves u!!! MUACKS!!

GOOD MORNING MYSELF!!! HAHAHAHA

this is the 3rd time le..
is everything really my fault??
why is it everytime i feel the pain and get the heart brokened but i'm the one to blame?
yaya..
wadever la..
my fault then my fault bah..
anyway i already decided..
长痛不如短痛
even though it hurts alot, i noe its better than letting it hurt for the rest of my life..
hoped three times that u'll change and treat me better..
and everytime u give me more hope when u treat me better already, you return back to that selfish self..
i shouldnt have belived in true love..
i should have jus giv in to reality that true love and happy ever after only exists in fairytales and this world i'm living in has only sadtales..
no matter how much i dont want to be alone, i wont go begging u to take me back..
this time round i really will not bother saving this relationship..
if u really care and love me then the right thing to do is to really decide if i really mean that much to me..
if u dont think u can give up alot of things for me then i guess u jus go find someone else who can accepts u for who u are and to not be so demanding..
i noe i'll be lying to myself if i say i would not regret this and that i dont hope we still can be together..
but i noe that for now, the fear of being hurt by u again, the fear of crying everytime, the fear of being left alone and the fear of knowing that u might not care anymore obviously is overpowering the love..
its not me who have changed..its you..dont blame me..it take 2 hands to clap..........

eeeeeee...
my ulcer still around after like 5 days?!
PAIN!!!!!
especially when i brush my teeth..hahas=)
my mum still said to me tt day: 'dunno why ur one still haven okay yet. why ur one so slow de people one already recover already ur one still like that'
i so sad already she still like tt say=((

PAIN LA!!!!!

HAPPENINGS THIS FEW WEEKS

1) being a volunteer at the yellow ribbon project which i got shoot in the face when someone walked pass and said 'BORING'. HOW INHUMAN RIGHT?! I'M LIKE TRYING TO HELP RAISE FUNDS FOR PEOPLE THEN U LIKE THAT!!! but also got nice people that said thanks to us for helping raise funds=) although it was quite tiring but when people wan to donate and buy the items u feel especially happy=) also enjoyed taking loads of photos with my darlings=) plus plus got the yellow ribbon t-shirt!! YAY!! =)


2)teachers' day: celebration at yjc was BORING BORING AND BORING..1st they make us study in the morning when other people can like go sch celebrate then go home..then they ask us to attend the celebrations in the hall..so i was thinking to myself that 'aiya at least got performance to enjoy then not so bad la' IN THE END had to waste time sit there to listen to boring stuff?? where got celebrate?? PLEASE REFRAIN FROM THINKING OF GOING YJ!

3) holidays next week=) although holidays one week only and still got loads of work to do, at least got time to rest and get back into shape again hor?=) so not so bad=)

4) holidays still hav to go back for physics test on fri for like 30mins?! WTH right? plus tt teacher so late then inform us so the whole class totally SIAN DIAO!

5) EOM SHOCK: today had to submit EOM and i still thought it was another draft! today hand up de is actually final piece le i still never reduce my word count to 600 words. worse thing was sch printer died on us today so we were panicking a lot until derek asked his fren to help print=)
thanks to zong qin(derek's fren) for helping to print=)) SAVED OUR LIFE!!

6) i find Q more and more irritating..his every act in front of me is really making me wan to explode. why must get stuck with this kind of people in the same class and suay suay same PW grp=( he's really getting on my nerves i cant even find a reason to see the existence of him in class. and and tt day he was leaning on the wall and placed his feet on the wall so i said ' can u dont put ur feet on the wall? its very dirty u noe?' and inside me i was burning like hell coz i cant stand a person tt old to not even noe this?? and then he still dare reply say, 'why u so kpo' and i was like *roll eyes* IS ALL PEOPLE LIKE TT DE??

7) see M in a very bad state..was shocked when i found out what happened..hope i could help her solve her probs..wish she'll become better=)

8) got played with my hair in class today=( and they still can take photo la!! hahas!! but if it could cheer my gfs up, then sure no prob de=)) 牺牲小我，完成大我

9) MOST SWEET AND MEMORABLE HAPPENING OF THESE FEW WEEKS! present exchange!!! was touched to tears when he presented the 3 presents to me=) i hope he was glad and happy to receieve my present too? were u touched?? how touched were you? =))

10) TIME TO SLEEP!! hahas=)

THIS POST IS DEDICATE TO THE WOMEN ON EARTH
to those who always feel like they are eating vinegar, i jus want u all to noe that u're not the only one
i found out a few days back that actually a lot of us girls are facing this problem(of eating vinegar)
and the root of the problem is.....
seeing ur own guy going out with other girls/seeing your own guy having so much fun and be so close with other girls/knowing that ur guy thinks that meeting up with girl friends is alright..
well after hearing so many stories i actually think that maybe the problem lies in the fact that girls and guys think differently..
is it because that we girls are not understanding enough?
or is it that guys really jus think that it is fine to go out with other girls and think that girls should not feel jealous about it?
or is it that some girls jus dunno how to automatic abit?
i noe you who are reading this now(if you're a girl) will think that this is really true..that guys really do this to us..
and if you're a guy reading this you must be thinking that i very emo or that girls should not be too affected by all these little things right?
but if u are like gay or les then i dunno what u thinking(sorry ar)

but i guess at the end of this post i jus wan to achieve 2 things..
1. acknowledge that this kind of things is actually common among girls so girls dont be too sad if u are facing this problem (to my close friends: if u find urself stuck in this situation i am willing to be ur listening ear =) )
2. to help myself feel better by typing it all out=)
LOVES TO ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!
KISSES!!